contemplative

today was by far one of the best days I've had in a LONG time. for the most part i took naps and relaxed AAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLL day. yes, i was supposed to be working on starting/finishing up an 8-10pg research paper that was due three and a half hours ago, but i had a great day. my first final out of the way and i got to spend, literally, the entire day with my incredible girlfriend. basically taking naps the entire time. :D
yes i turned my research paper in.
no it wasn't much of a paper
and yes, my grade will suffer for it

I've finally established i don't want to be a business major. I want to study something i enjoy from now on. I'm going to talk to the art department and try to get into the photography program. that's the plan anywayz. meh.

So I just got done watching "A Walk to Remember" over at my girlfriend's place. great movie btw. great acting, story line, clean. :P my kind of movie. but it honestly put me in a contemplative mood. thinking about things like,
Am i a man?
If i am one, when did i get here?
If not, when will i?
Am i ready to get married?
Do i love my girlfriend enough to do anything for her?
Can I see myself spending the rest of my life with her? ;P

lots of contemplative stuff like that. wasn't really looking for answers, but I do love and adore my girlfriend. Can't wait to see her tomorrow.

Go BIG or Go HOME
Gabriel