pissed... why'd i ever apply to college

So i've come to a realization i've been ignoring for a long time. I don't anything i enjoy studying. Beyond that, i don't have a clue what i want to do for the rest of my life. I want to do something i love, and guess what. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THAT IS?!?!?!?!?!?! WHAT THE HELL!!!
Ive been studying business because i thought it was the only thing i could stand studying. Math is boring, english I find pathetically easy and annoying, history can be entertaining if your professor doesn't put you to sleep, science... you find out how stuff works and i'm reminded how little i care, it's ridiculous. I am just generally bored by school. And now i've found business to be nothing but a classroom of selfish students who want nothing more in life than to make lots of money. Excuse me while i HURL all over your econ graphs and accounting statements.
I'm more than likely not going to get into the business school for winter quarter, thus, by the UW's mandate, I'll be a Communications major. Which is about a 1 out of 10 as far as majors go in my book.
I literally can't think of anything I enjoy studying or would love doing for a living. Yes, i enjoy sports, and no, i'm not good enough at any of them to pursue any kind of occupation having to do with them (besides concessions maybe. and even then i'm not qualified to manage a concessions stand).
I hate that i've been shelling out money for a major i don't want any part of. I don't want my name on a degree like Comm. I'd rather wipe my transcript and start over. I feel like i'm wasting my life going no where.
which leads me to think about what i've been accomplishing over the past few years. i got my diploma and an AA.
wow.
really?.... a 10 year old can graduate from the high school i went to.
I dont' feel like i'm a good example for my siblings
and i think my girlfriend deserves much more than i can offer
especially as i'm completely and utterly lost as to what i'm going to do with the rest of my life.

I'm an effing waiter... A WAITER!!! who gives a rip about a waiter.

basically i'm looking for a reason to keep going. Something to work towards. A goal. a path. SOMETHING...
Football gave me something to work for. Training to get a scholarship of some kind. Talking to coaches and getting offers from different schools. it was all exciting. but i ended up going to UW and not playing any sports at all. The closest thing to sports i've done in over a year is a co-ed E League Rec. soccer team once a week.

i guess i'm looking for purpose. something to hold onto and work towards. I hate feeling like i'm running around in the dark about to run into something going nowhere.

I hate this