2 months!!

today marks two months courting the woman i want to spend the rest of my life with. i wish i deserved her and wish i could treat her the way she deserves to be treated. i am so in love with her.
on a heavier note, im going to try to get into the photography program. i am going to have to withdraw from a class for the first time ever. my Econ 300 class i am completely lost in. took a midterm yesterday and i honestly didnt understand anything on it. :/

one thing i've been focusing on is priorities. what really matters. what is going to make a difference in the BIG picture.
my dad made this very clear to me. God didnt put us here to make lots of money, be beautiful, have a great job, etc. God put us here to glorify Him. we are here to love Him back, and to love His children. it's not about us. its about Him. its about people. my dad said, "it doesnt matter what you do. what matters is how you treat people while you do it." - talking about my education and future career.
this makes school so much more bearable. it makes going about my day that much easier knowing God is in control and can use anything for His glory... it keeps me humble and keeps me focused on what's important. people.
i have been so humbled while courting these last two months. she is the most amazing example of humility and a servant's heart.
jumper. loving you makes me a better person. i love you so much. happy two months my love.