2 months!!

today marks two months courting the woman i want to spend the rest of my life with. i wish i deserved her and wish i could treat her the way she deserves to be treated. i am so in love with her.
on a heavier note, im going to try to get into the photography program. i am going to have to withdraw from a class for the first time ever. my Econ 300 class i am completely lost in. took a midterm yesterday and i honestly didnt understand anything on it. :/

one thing i've been focusing on is priorities. what really matters. what is going to make a difference in the BIG picture.
my dad made this very clear to me. God didnt put us here to make lots of money, be beautiful, have a great job, etc. God put us here to glorify Him. we are here to love Him back, and to love His children. it's not about us. its about Him. its about people. my dad said, "it doesnt matter what you do. what matters is how you treat people while you do it." - talking about my education and future career.
this makes school so much more bearable. it makes going about my day that much easier knowing God is in control and can use anything for His glory... it keeps me humble and keeps me focused on what's important. people.
i have been so humbled while courting these last two months. she is the most amazing example of humility and a servant's heart.
jumper. loving you makes me a better person. i love you so much. happy two months my love.

movin on

So i bombed another quarter. not nearly as bad as i did fall quarter, but bombed it non the less. ended up with a 2.8 in accounting, 3.6 in geology, and a 2.7 in "writing in the workplace".... needless to say it was a lame quarter.
this quarter is just as bad. the second accounting course, intermediate microeconomics, and introduction to the new testament... ugh
intro to NT will at least be interesting and applicable. The econ class is STRAIGHT math.. which is uber lame.
still workin about 20-30 hours a week. need a different job. change of pace. i've been with the same company for about two and a half years now.
other than that, i'm leading a much happier life. i've come to the conclusion that if God keeps me here, he must have a purpose and a reason to be here.
So far I'm not too overwhelmed with life. Probably a result of it only being the first week. :P I'm loving the amount of time I'm getting to spend with my girlfriend. I just soak up the energy she seems to never run out of. Just sitting next to her helps me enjoy life. She's my little angel God sent to keep me going. I just hope He plans to keep her with me for the rest of my life.